Sunday, January 25, 2009


met with God this morning

said, take the bread

i said no

tired now

Where do I go from here?

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

The Wife

Husband and I fight again

Too much time at the sink

Too much time on line with other moms

Always doing this and that

If I don't though

He will suffer 

Even more

Won't he?

Morning Mom

Sitting here in the Bean Cycle 
empty cup of coffee
  Fiona next to me - restless
- sucking on my cell phone.... 

Wishing that mornings never ended  

Decisions need to show face - 
thoughts need to be pondered 

Fatigue sets in.... 

Sometimes you just need to not say anything              I am going to stop trying so hard 
for a bit 
Starting with this moment.....
  I am going to just love.  

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Lipstick Mommy

Is there anything more exquisite than laying down your sleeping baby at 7:30 PM, stepping into a steaming hot epsom salts bath with your favorite novel for a half hour, and then retreating to the living room couch with your favorite pint of ice cream and the last episode of "Lipstick Jungle"?  

If so, let me know.  No, actually, don't bother.  I doubt I would care.